An Allusion to the Illusion of Seasonal Allergies…and some Hemingway for good measure

“When spring came, even the false spring, there were no problems except where to be happiest. The only thing that could spoil a day was people and if you could keep from making engagements, each day had no limits. People were always the limiters of happiness except for the very few that were as good as spring itself.” 
― Ernest HemingwayA Moveable Feast

36942884I’m not really sure what to make of Hemingway anymore. His work, at least what I’ve come to swallow, is very hit or miss. Take most everyone’s favorite book to burn, The Old Man and the Sea. I wanted to fucking suicide myself when my English teacher, Mrs. Beans (don’t even get me started on the caliber of torture we put her through on the basis of her name alone) handed each of us a copy of this book. Really; I’d heard enough horror stories about it that by the time I was told part of my grade depended on sifting through the proverbial hogwash of a writer with more self-entitled literary endowment than myself, I was ready to take the risk of actually failing the class just to satisfy my then somewhat pubescent rebellious lust. Much later in life, however, I was able to read it again and marveled at its simplicity, yet very true complex study of more than just what the title offers.

However, I’ve yet to really truly find a reason to respect Hemingway’s work; it’s just not my flavor, and personally I don’t see what the big deal is about him. This might sound self-defeating, as I myself am flirting with a glass full of Jameson as I write this very sentence. And as all us writers know, a liquid-enhanced ego is not always as tasteful as we presume it to be.

The aforementioned quote, albeit a bit wordy and round-about, stung me just the right way. And while I absolutely loathe everything there is that exists Springtime-related, mainly due to my biased hatred of my allergies, these musings throttled my loins especially:

“…if you could keep from making engagements, each day had no limits.”

This does not apply to just springtime alone, or whatever it was Hemingway had been thinking about at the time of spewing this passage. People seem to limit themselves like clockwork; whether it be out of a falsified sense of security or by habit or by curse…people will forever be tormented by the unavoidable mental flytrap of thinking they have to stick by limiting themselves if they are to survive. The saddest part being most of those people acknowledge the presence of their limits, but have never actually considered the alternative lifestyle that bases itself quite poetically on the philosophy of limiting those limits. Having such a narrow mindset, they might as well kill themselves now and get it over with. We all die in the end anyway, so if you aren’t going to take advantage of life’s testicles, then why not?

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I hate springtime; the allergies, the bees, the hornets, the pansies, the weeding, the neighborhood brats that seem to have a serious lack of parenting about their asses; hell, even the sky takes on a shade of blue I’d rather not be acquainted with. Easter; the celebration of Zombie Jesus. Baseball. The Philadelphia Sillies and their worse-than-dirt “fans”. The HEAT….oh the HEAT. I’m an Autumn Man, full of Fall, I even bask in the occasional snowfall in nothing but m’panties…but spring…NO. Just NO.

The only thing I can say about spring, to sheepishly tie everything together into one massive knot of bullshit for this episode of Dave Matthes’ Brain on Whiskey and Love, and other Drugs, is that springtime always seems to bring about a sense of renewal. Those tragedies we may or may not have had to endure during the dead of winter, making us feel weighed down to the earth and thus limiting our strength to go on…springtime, even the smell of the very air, seems to remind me that everything is going to be okay…

…assuming I can get through spring of course.

Ernest, whatever your drug of choice was during the nights you shat out the literary feast that became A Moveable Feast, forget about the seasons…focus on the sinister super glue keeping our limits attached to our hearts; but then again…     

Write on, my literary lovelies, write on ❤

Love, hope, and quasi-meaningful death,
-Dave Matthes

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About Dave Matthes

Not necessarily trying to get "rich" as an author, just spreadin' around my own brand of mind-bending, libido-tickling literature. Born in South Jersey. Living everywhere else. Experiencing life as it comes and not giving a shit about the small stuff whenever possible. Start the day with a drink, end the day with a spark of romantic insanity. And everything else in between becomes an irrelevant collection of collaborative chaos. Like most self-proclaimed authors, I generally focus my writing on matters and subjects that I either enjoy or force me to question. I don't always write for the purpose of entertainment; mostly, especially with "The Slut Always Rides Shotgun", and "The Passive Aggressors", my writing consists of very upfront and brutally, and at times disgustingly honest insight. I've written everything from scattered forms of poetry, to songs, to non-fiction novels, to a science-fiction/ post-apocalyptic series (this I've been working on for about 8 years and have finished 3 books in the series but haven't published them yet. I've still have yet to decide if I even want to finish it for personal reasons), to my next project that'll delve back into fiction and a bit of dark comedic value. My first completed and self-published novel, "The Slut Always Rides Shotgun", a narrative/ journal of my life, has generally run Underground in it's level of world-wide recognition, which I'm fine with; I'm not looking to get rich. So far, it's earned me getting fired from my last job, legal threats from people involved in the book, and the inspiration to write the sequel "The Passive Aggressors". On the side, I'm an Auto Tech, spitball romantic raps, and am quite the wine fanatic though have absolutely no clue as to how to define my lust for such a thing.

4 thoughts on “An Allusion to the Illusion of Seasonal Allergies…and some Hemingway for good measure

  1. I think I would have preferred to read Hemingway over Faulkner in high school. Then again, I chose The Sound and the Fury of my own free will. What was I thinking? 😉

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